Our Little Dream

Hannah's pov:

We walked back to Vic's house, and I was so scared. Thankfully, I made something up on the spot, but I know that I can't keep this up for long and I have to tell him soon. Now, Hannah was thinking about all her life choices and whether she had done the right thing, or if she was leading Vic on, because she knew that this wasn't going to last for long and she would have to leave soon. Every day felt like it was flying by since she got together with Vic, the guy she always dreamt about, because she knew that there was no way in hell she could have a chance with him. She felt like it was so unfair that she doesn't have the chance to live this dream forever, because all good things have to come to an end sooner or later, and her chapter was going to end a little early.

She knew that she would have to wake up from her dream soon and that she couldn't complain because if it wasn't for this chance, she would have never talked with Vic, let alone be his girlfriend. She knew that she had to plan how she was going to tell all of this to Victor soon because the more time she spent with him, the guiltier she would feel for being with him. Even though she wasn't hurting him, it was hurting her more for hiding the truth from him.

as she was thinking all about this , she feel as tap on her head,

"What's going on in that tiny lil head of yours"

"heyyy I don't have a tiny head"

"sure you do and you do more thinking than it can handle"

"nooo I don't"

"you do , and now since you have your boyfriend would you care to tell him what's bothering you so much, so that he could be of some help"

"well its nothing I'm just thinking how have I bagged such a handsome boyfriend"

"haha that's so adorable but really though are you okay? what are you thinking about"

"I'm really fine Vic you don't have to worry about anything"

"okay I'm gonna trust you, but if something is bothering you , you have to tell me okay?"

"aye aye captain"

after reaching Vic's house :

"mom are you there?"

no response.

"I guess mom and dad aren't home right now"

"go put your stuff in my room, I'm gonna call mom and ask her where she is"

"okie"

Vic finds a note that his mom left for him.

"Hannah!"

"yeah? what happened"

"my mom and dad are gonna come back tomorrow they just left for a meeting"

"you sure that they are gonna be okay with me staying here?"

"yeah for sure you are my girlfriend you are welcomed to stay here anytime"

"hahah you sound just like your mum"

"yeah of course I'm her son after all"

"true true"

"so are you hungry?"

"yess I am so hungry"

"okay lets go to the kitchen and see if we can make something"

"you can cook?"

"no? but I can try for you"

"well lets see what do we have here"

"damn we have nothing"

"we need to go to the grocery store."

"sure lets go".

"see we need to buy real food instead of all this junk"

"what do you mean we need all this"

"Vic we don't need all of these , I swear how can you survive off of all these, I am worried, how will you manage after you move out "

"well you can decide on groceries"

Hannah stopped in her tracks

"wha-"

"yeah you can take care of it "

Vic smiles and pushes the cart away.

"well we got everything we need now, lets start cooking"

"you know its not too late to order in "

"you are testing my cooking skills??"

"My bad my bad go on I totally trust my boyfriend"

"see I know how to cook"

"well I was quite surprised and I'm proud of you "

"Do you want to watch a movie now?"

"yeah let's go"

Hannah's pov:

Even though I'm watching the movie , I couldn't function at all, after I heard what Vic said at the grocery store, everything brought me back to reality

grocery shopping , cooking , watching movies and everything else I do with Vic is real but it feels like a dream , I have always dreamt of this , I know this is real but I also know that this cannot be my life as much as I want it to , I would do anything to make this my actually reality. And after hearing Vic I got back to my senses and I knew for a fact that I don't have much time left and I don't know the consequences of the things that are happening now and I am scared that I might not be able to see Vic after going back to the future , I don't know if everything will be the same as it was before I came here, I am scared that he might hate me.

Well its selfish of me for wanting him to not hate me, Even though I'm doing this for myself and my happiness , I'm afraid cause the damage has been done , Vic will be mad if he knows this and he will be in a lot of pain if I leave and at this point I don't even know how to explain everything to him, it breaks my heart knowing that he wants a future with me and I cannot give it him even if its what I want more than him. I should've been more careful and I should not have acted on my impulses and now its too late to fix this.

"are still watching the movie? "

"yep"

"see that's so sad I wish they ended up together"

"yeah but life is unfair"

"Hannah?"

"hmm"

"can I ask you something?"

"sure go ahead"

"What if you never liked me?"

"Well, if I didn't like you anymore that wouldn't be me"