The Offer I Dreamt Of, The Decision That Broke Me


It’s one thing to get an interview call. It’s another to chase that dream for 7–8 months, receive a life-changing opportunity, go through a maze of highs and lows — and then be forced to make one of the most difficult decisions of your career. This is the story of how I cracked the off-campus interview process at Egen.ai, a company whose mission aligns with my passion — Cloud, AI, and Security — and why, despite clearing all rounds, I walked away with a heavy heart.
Some decisions aren’t between right and wrong — but between heart and head.
📞 The Unexpected Call That Started It All
It was an ordinary January afternoon — first lecture of a new subject. As I sat there in class, my phone buzzed. I quietly stepped out, not expecting anything dramatic. On the other end was an HR from Egen.ai, her voice calm but direct:
“You’ve been shortlisted. Can you come to Hyderabad this Friday for an interview?”
I was stunned.
No email. No formal invite. Just that call.
But sometimes, life doesn’t give you written instructions — it gives you gut feelings. And my gut screamed yes. I didn’t have a plan. Just raw ambition and the belief that this call could change everything.
🧠 The Technical Interview(s) That Sparked Hope
Weeks passed in silence, and I assumed the moment had slipped away. Until one evening, a second call came — this time with an email.
“Are you available for a technical interview tomorrow?”
This wasn’t a drill. This was real.
This time, an official mail did land in my inbox.
The first round was a cerebral clash — a uniquely twisted variant of the Knapsack Problem. I not only cracked it, but dissected my logic piece by piece, layer by layer, optimizing, explaining, refining — till there was nothing left unsaid.
That same evening, HR called again: “You’ve cleared Round 1.”
Next day: Round 2 with the Engineering Manager.
We explored my resume like a treasure map. Backend tech, frontend security, cloud security , Devops , projects, architecture — nothing was off-limits. There was a moment I faltered on a backend security question, but I didn’t bluff. I held my ground, admitted where I was unsure, and gave a thoughtful response nonetheless.
The call ended on a strong note — but then came silence again.
But as the evening came and went with no callback, doubt crept in.
🏏 The Cricket Call — A Plot Twist
Five days later, bat in hand, I was in the middle of a casual cricket match. My phone rang. I paused the game.
“You’ve cleared Round 2. Let’s schedule your HR round.”
Just like that, the buried hope resurfaced. I had another shot.
The HR round was warm and smooth. We discussed culture, aspirations, my reasons for wanting Egen.ai. I spoke my heart, no filters. I ended the call with a strange cocktail of hope and peace.
⏳ The Waiting Game — and The Ghost
But then… silence.
Days turned to weeks. Weeks crawled into a month. And yet — no update.
No email. No rejection. No offer. Just… nothing.
I began questioning everything. Was it something I said? Did I mess up the final round? Why won’t they just say no if it’s a no?
I searched online — forums, Reddit, LinkedIn. Some candidates said Egen.ai doesn’t always send final updates. My heart sank. I really wanted this. This was the opportunity I wanted — the kind that fits your soul, not just your skills.
🙋♂️ The Follow-Up That Changed Everything
Then came a conversation with my family. “You have nothing to lose,” they said. “Just follow up.”
I messaged the HR. Turns out, she was out of town. I waited.
Next day, I got a call from the same HR who had interviewed me.
“Congratulations! You’ve cleared all the rounds. We’d love to have you on board.”
🌱 The Offer — And the Curveball
They wanted me to join as an intern, with a conversion to full-time based on performance. The onboarding would be offline in Hyderabad starting first week of April.
I said yes initially. I wanted this.
There was just one problem — I was in my final semester, juggling four demanding subjects and a major project. I initially said yes, but reality soon hit me. Then came another curveball — another offer, from a company willing to offer me a full-time role with immediate joining and the flexibility to work from home till my graduation completes.
Now I was stuck in a classic tug-of-war: Heart vs Head.
💔 The Decision That Broke Me (But Had To Be Made)
I was torn. Egen.ai had everything I wanted in terms of learning, future scope, and tech stack. But the other company offered job security, full-time experience (no internship period), and remote flexibility till I graduated.
I discussed the dilemma with mentors, friends, and family. I paced around my room endlessly. The consensus? Go where your present is secure and your efforts count.
So, with a heavy heart, I respectfully declined Egen.ai’s offer.
Not because I didn’t believe in them — but because, for once, I had to prioritize the foundation before the flight.
💼 A Third Offer and Lessons in Maturity
Just as I was settling, a third offer came — boasting huge pay, but shallow on learning, based on a contract, and full of red flags.
Old me might’ve jumped. But now? I declined.
This wasn’t about chasing titles. This was about meaningful growth.
🌟 Final Thoughts — More Than Just An Interview
This experience wasn’t just about job hunting. It was about becoming — becoming resilient, mindful, intentional.
From ghosting to getting offers, from juggling priorities to making mature decisions — I grew.
To anyone reading this and fighting for their first break — don’t give up. Every silent rejection is quietly building your story. Every unanswered email is teaching you patience. And every tough call you make is shaping your future.
To Egen.ai — thank you. I still admire your vision, and who knows? Maybe the next time, I’ll be in a position to say yes with both head and heart.
💬 Let’s Connect If you’re preparing for off-campus interviews or facing a tough career decision — feel free to reach out. Happy to help however I can.
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