Judge Me

The sad Part [<_>]

Is this loneliness or is this kind of always living in my mind , surrounding with people but is it the sense of loneliness, how to label , or is just overthinking. I am lone or other person is loner than me.

In office i feel the emptiness or that void but that void has some space as compared to my school days the question has changed it was previously the question was why it is happening to me , now those question has answers , so there less anxiety, of not be a part of the crowd which you are never bound to be .

Those i want to be have misunderstood or they too busy they dont understand , but at last i understood that its better to be stay silent and see things clearly instead of just blabbering , people are so sensitive <_> at last i want to be part of the community. But as the things go i think its better not to be.

The missing piece

I want to forget some specific part but still in my mind, the thought was never fading away , i just want to meet . But those feeling will it change or it will hurt me , but at this stage i know i can overcome this , the beginning of the new stage of thoughts away from those repeating thoughts . Procrastinating always , those thoughts meed to change since i know it leads to nowhere i have done same thing for same years, i want to experience some that part of life which i was running away. Currently i dont want to think it will be bad or good i just want experience the missing part .

I DON'T UNDERSTAND

This part i dont understand social media, the motive of social is gone is now everything about just a showcase a person who just lives a life show a different life , quite opposite. In real he/she will be suffering, but in socials he will be posting quotables or life how to live , bruh get real know yourself you say something in social different , in real you say something else. Who cares about your story , person kot spending time to see your stories , this stories thing once upon cringe , but now it is common thing [<_>]. By seeing shorts mind also becoming like lets put these things as stories to give reply or confornt someone , play story story . Instead of directly messaging .