Why I Hid My Code for Months . And What Happened When I Shared It

😰 The Fear I Had as a Beginner
When I started learning to code, I kept everything private.
No GitHub commits.
No LinkedIn updates.
No screenshots.
No “I’m learning dev” posts.
Why?
I was scared someone would see my code and say,
“You’re not a real developer.”
😔 What I Missed by Hiding
For months, I stayed silent.
I didn’t want to be judged but I also didn’t grow.
Because I didn’t:
Ask questions
Get feedback
Get encouragement
Find others like me
It felt like building in a dark room.
💥 One Day I Took a Risk
I posted a small update:
“Learning React. Still struggling with props. But showing up daily.”
People supported me.
Others related.
A few offered help.
That day, I learned:
Being vulnerable connects you with the right people.
🧠 Why You Should Build in Public
Building in public means:
Sharing your learning journey
Posting messy screenshots
Talking about bugs you’re fixing
Writing about how you're feeling
You don’t need to wait to be “good enough” to start.
🔁 From Today On, I’ll Share:
🧩 What I’m learning
🔧 What I’m fixing
💬 What I’m struggling with
🧠 What I’m realizing
Because someone out there needs to hear it too.
💬 Final Note
You are not a “wannabe.”
You’re a dev in progress.
Share the journey. Let people walk with you.
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