Hi, I’m Rudraksh. You probably forgot me on Hashnode, and I don’t blame you — I’ve been MIA for a while. But I’m back, and not just with another article — I’m back with a fire un

under my feet and a bullet aimed at myself. Metaphorically, of course.

Let me explain.

The $10,000 Deadline

A month ago, I set myself a crazy challenge:
Earn $10,000 through freelancing or my own products before my birthday.
It sounded bold. Audacious. Visionary.
But now, there are only 8 days left — and I’ve earned nothing. I’m still unemployed. No freelance leads. Zero clients. The pressure is real.

And yes, maybe I shot myself with that target. But sometimes pressure is the only way we grow.

Who Am I?

I’m a DevOps + MERN stack developer from India.
I build real things. Not tutorial clones — I mean real projects that solve real problems.

I consult on projects from development to deployment. I’ve worked on CI/CD pipelines, UI libraries, file-sharing apps, payment systems — name it. But that’s not the highlight. Recently, I went all-in on two personal products:

🚀 Virendana UI

A beautiful UI component library, built with design precision.
Today, it’s a component kit.
Tomorrow, it’s your personal developer friend — helping you write better UIs, faster.

📘 Learn Virendana

A no-nonsense platform to learn development the practical way.
No clickbait. No fluff. Just raw, real-world content — the kind you wish you found when you started.

What Went Wrong?

Even after building, writing, and grinding — I broke down.
Instead of hunting clients, I overthought.
Instead of marketing, I doubted.
I let fear waste my time.

But fear won't pay the bills. And now, the countdown is real:

📅 8 days
💸 $10,000 goal
😵‍💫 0 leads
🔥 Infinite pressure

And weirdly enough, this impossible goal is starting to fuel me.

What’s Next?

I’m improving both my products — pushing updates, refining UX, rethinking positioning.
But I’m also opening up. I’m no longer hiding behind perfection.
I’m here to build and sell.
I’m reaching out.
If you need:

A fullstack MVP
DevOps help (Docker, Jenkins, GitHub Actions, CI/CD, infra)
Or even just honest consulting to validate your idea

👉 I’m available. Right now.

DM me on LinkedIn, reply here, or drop me a mail — I’ll respond.

Why I'm Publishing This

Not for sympathy. Not for attention.
But to hold myself accountable.
To remind myself that if I miss this goal — I missed it because I hid when I should’ve shown up.
This is me showing up.

$10,000 in 8 days?
I don’t know if I’ll make it.

But I’d rather die trying than rot in regret.

Let’s go. I’m ready.

Why I’m Shooting Myself: $10,000 in 8 Days or Nothing