Why I Feel Unsatisfied in Tech (From My Own Journey)

Rudraksh LaddhaRudraksh Laddha
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I’ve been in tech long enough to see both its shine and its shadows. From coding late nights to chasing new frameworks, from working on exciting ideas to feeling… empty. Somewhere along the way, I realized something uncomfortable: tech, for me, isn’t giving the satisfaction I once expected.

This isn’t a “tech is bad” rant. It’s just my personal experience — the patterns I noticed in myself and maybe you’ll relate.


1. The Constant Chase for “Next”

In tech, the pace is insane. A new library drops, a framework updates, AI changes everything — and suddenly what you knew feels outdated.
Instead of enjoying what I build, I often find myself thinking, “What’s next? What do I need to learn before I fall behind?”
It’s like running on a treadmill — moving fast but never reaching anywhere.


2. Building vs. Impact

When I started, I imagined tech as a tool to solve real problems. And yes, it can be. But often, projects feel like just another product, another feature, another client requirement.
I’ve built things that “work” but don’t matter. They don’t change lives, they just ship because the deadline says so. That disconnect between effort and meaning eats away at the excitement.


3. Money Can’t Fill the Gap

I thought maybe good pay or freelancing freedom would make it better. But even after getting paid well for projects, the feeling didn’t stick. You deliver, you get paid, and then you’re back at square one — same screen, same chair, same loop.


4. The Creative Burnout

Tech is creative in its own way — problem-solving, design thinking, clean architecture. But over time, the creativity can get buried under tickets, bugs, and endless “small changes.” The joy of crafting something fresh gets replaced by maintaining something stale.


5. The Human Element Missing

No matter how much I build, tech work often feels… isolated. You interact with tools more than people. Even in teams, communication is about Jira tickets, not shared emotions or vision. And I’ve realized — I crave that human connection.


So, What Now?

I’m not quitting tech. But I’m also not pretending everything’s perfect. I’m shifting focus:

  • Choosing projects I actually believe in

  • Balancing tech work with non-tech creative outlets

  • Talking to real users, not just reading analytics

  • Saying “no” more often to work that drains me

Tech is powerful — but it’s not the whole picture of life. And for me, chasing meaning matters more than chasing the next framework.


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Rudraksh Laddha
Rudraksh Laddha

I'm Rudraksh Laddha — a DevOps engineer and emerging full-stack developer, passionate about building scalable, reliable systems that solve real-world problems. With a solid foundation in cloud infrastructure automation using tools like Kubernetes, Docker, Terraform, and AWS, I thrive in environments where efficiency, resilience, and automation are key. But my journey doesn't stop at infrastructure. I'm actively expanding into full-stack development, building dynamic applications using React, Node.js, and MongoDB. Whether it's designing cloud-native CI/CD pipelines or developing intuitive user interfaces, I enjoy creating end-to-end solutions — from server to screen. Right now, I'm: 🧩 Building full-stack applications that merge DevOps reliability with engaging frontend experiences 🛠️ Contributing to open-source projects, learning through collaboration and real-world scenarios 🚀 Growing Virendana Ui, my own UI library focused on expressive, clean design systems 🚀 Growing Learn Virendana, where I share my personalized learning journey — from beginner to experienced 🎮 Developing side projects like 2048 Rush, blending product thinking with scalable infrastructure My long-term goal? To bridge DevOps and development — building products that are not just functional and fast, but also resilient, beautiful, and ready for scale.