I miss my previous version.

Life is not same always. Whatever you have now will be the nostalgic feeling one day. But one thing you should keep doing is self love Or care for your self and I am missing my this version.

Sometimes it's hard to accept that I am loosing my previous self. The person who always manage to cherish herself no matter what the situation is. The person who don't have any acceptance from others kyuki friends banaye rakhne aaye hi nhi (because she didn't know how to maintain friendship).

And I think I was happy at that time. I was living in my own dreams. I talk to friends but feels no wonder when they change their priority.

I used to read books, maintain my plants, doing experiments with them, make drawings, try something creative and so on. My screentime was hardly one to two hours and that is because of gardening. I used to watch how to make feritilizers, which plant needs intense care and which plant I can grow easily.

I always tried to be like eariler. But now my classes, lectures, tests everything depends on phone only and sadly it's the part of our distraction as well. The girl who used to watch phone as much less as I can. I trapped in a zone. It's like someone just tricked my mind to do something I don't have to do.

It's not only my problem. It's the problem of our youth. We trapped in a cage where the technology era tricked our mind with our weaknesses to compare ourselves with others.

The more we depend on technology the more we get addicted. Remember we are using technology, technology should not use us.